Baby update

Today i went for my last Dr appointment. I am two days past my due date and was told today that if i don't deliver on my own then i am scheduled to be induced on Wednesday June 2nd at 8AM. I'm sad because I'm not going to be able to make it to Kadens Open House/Moving on Celebration that night from preschool. This will make me 41 weeks along if i last that long. I didn't make much progress this week though. Today i was still 50% effaced and she was able to stretch me to 4 centimeters dilated. Not much but she did say that she has had women walking around 5 centimeters dilated for a week before they delivered. She is hoping that since i am dilated that all they will have to do is break my water and not have to use any other methods to induce me. I am so ready for this little guy to get here this waiting game is killing me.

Kaden's Dream

This morning i woke up to Kaden telling Brandon that he needed to take me to the Dr so they could get Baby Weston out of my tummy. He said "the Dr will cut mommy's tummy open and get Weston out. Then when they are sewing mommy's tummy together again daddy you will hold him." They both come down to me and tell me that Kaden had a dream I had Weston.
On our way to preschool this morning I asked Kaden to tell me about his dream. He said... " I had a dream you had Weston." I asked him to tell me what he looked like and this is what he said. "He had cute little fingers and cute little toes. He had a red shirt on with white writting. He had a moe hawk and a cute little face. His shirt was red with white writting that said Chick fil A" This is one of the first good dreams that Kaden was able to remember and tell me about. He is really excited for his baby brother to come and i cant wait to see them together. He is already a great big brother to Gavin.

Still waiting...

Today marks that i am 40 weeks pregnant. The last few day have been really emotional with wanting to have the little guy here already. I am having fears that something is wrong even though he is moving fine and everything has been good with Dr appointments. It making me wonder how I'm going to handle the baby blues this time around. Is it going to be harder since its starting already? Or is it going to be easier since its already started? I have come to the realization though that i just need to enjoy the time i have with the two i already have. Gavin was 4 days late do it really isn't anything to be worried about at all. Gavin has been talking to me belly saying "baby come out, i miss you, i love you" and giving it kisses. They Kaden and Gavin have been really excited for him to come too so i think that's why I'm having a hard time waiting too.
I have decided that im not going to try the castrol oil to induce labor but i did try fresh pinapple, spicy food, greasy food, walking and nothing seems to be working. He must not be ready. I have an appointment on friday and last week the Dr said if i havent had the baby yet she will schedule to induce me 5 days later. I hope i dont need to be induced. It was not fun when i had to be for Kaden. But then i wasnt even dialated at all so it may be different.
I know everything is going to be fine. Just hate the waiting game escpecially when people keep asking.

Journaling for the week

So the lesson in YW today was on Journaling and i wish that i could be better at it but I'm just not. But i thought that i would write about this week since it has been somewhat eventful. I went to the Dr for my weekly check up and found out that I'm 3 centimeters dilated and 50% effaced. When I left i was having some contractions and they were about 5-8 minutes apart for a good 45 minutes but then all of a sudden stopped. I kept telling myself you cant go into labor now Kaden is going on his first fathers and sons camp out tonight and is really excited. I didn't want to ruin it for him. The contractions came and went for the whole night so i thought i was going to have the baby the next day. I was so wrong i guess me telling myself no is going to drag this out longer.
On a good note though Kaden had a great time camping. Daddy went and so did both Papa Terry and Papa Gregg. From what i hear it was real windy and at about 1:30 am Brandon and Kaden went to sleep in the car since they weren't sleeping at all because it was too loud witht the tent moving all the time. On a good note Kaden went to bed at 6pm and slept the whole night. I'm glad they had a great time. The other good thing that came of it was i had them bring the camera to take pictures. Unfortunately the camera was broken. I'm so glad it was there they found out and not in the delivery room. That would have been so bad not getting the firsts of baby #3. So we went to best buy and bought a new camera.